Remember the last words exchanged between we two
When u said take care and I just said u too.
I just want to say that I really mean it
Because liking you isn’t a hobby but a habit
Its been long since we talked
And the roads are now weathered that together we walked
I walked those streets all alone again.
So that I can wash away the reminiscences like mud in the rain.
But some mark still remains
And I realize that what I thought was mud, are permanent stains
Occasionally if your name comes in my conversation
I can feel the palpitation of my heart and the repercussion
Many a times I wish to appreciate you and your style
But I avoid the feeling and even a little smile.
I wish to forget you so that this pain does not worsen
But it is not possible as I know that I loved a wonderful person.
I know you see me as someone on whom u can’t rely
But It’s so strange that I find love even if u deny
What I see now that there is no way out
But to accept that u wont be mine with no doubt.
So I have buried my heart under a lock and key
Only memories of those days are enough for me
Hey dear do me a favour
Be smiling and happy u are wherever
The time we spent would make me smile I recall it wenever
And i wish to forget it never.